Stupid, selfish Rae. But I must be even more stupid than her since I envy her for being loved by people. It’s good to know that others also have problems like I do including those who look really perfect and of no worries. Faced by myself 10 or 20 years younger than me, would I be able to say she’s perfect? I strongly doubt that. I don’t know what I should do to get to love myself. Also enjoyed those Cockney accents.
Now I’m quite mad because of someone’s lack of responsibility.